meditation 3

nose stopped in the night.. grabbed some nasal spray that scares me.. jack wolf was beside me laying on all the couch coushins... a little depressed from this all... they are my friends.. tom walks in... 3 consecutive showers... a little more vigor then the day before.. back to work in 2 hours... no fears.. no worries.. no lies... live like the guy that you dont know.... be the art.. all in 1 it all matters.. 1 is 1.... let it be 1.... coffee... a smoke... i can breathe better now... my situation is at hand. . prophecty intuition... concept of helping me get more money..... in the arts... in the lottoo..... heeey...... xiu..... xiii...... steady that hand and make it of swift confident movements like you would you're character.... fine tune..... fine tune.... mind open... blog off...

the final product is the process

process... to create.... the way.... you create... the way... you were.... created..... goals.... begin rough draft of short story.... do different comic strips and submit them.... do painting for birgitta..... do series of paintings.... paint.... large scale.... focus and detail..... do taxes.... get into school........

meditation 2

free da breath.. let mind return to mind body to body soul to soul being to being aware to aware......... eyes intent breath move numen spiritual essence hips shoulders elbows knees hands feet... dont be discrete be real as in aware in a world thats so rare.. .be fair give often take little take in put out. put out put out.. produce create cause to create is what we are.. complex and friendly speech..  the cosmos the i dont knows.. the whos knows the higher above.. the lower beyond.. the wise pup... the jelly fiiiiish... to rub the mind... to release.. to work to struggle.... the first of feb.... 2k11 for transformation.. for making some cheese and the cheese winning the super bowl.....

meditation 1

watching the "dogs"... woke alone am alone.. heat on 80+ fuck.. money in the morning.. drain it all away.. creeeaaaativviiiittyy hope theres no cavitys.. the acidity in my mouth makes my teeth hurt and coating them with coffee is always fun.. dots to the dots to the dots... blooogg......... rambunctious... females at the end of the tunnel... express this urge to meet the many of them... truely i want.... independence is the word of the year... work work work work...... live..... fight...... no fear... .infact lack of fear..... we have all the tools necessary to make it through on our own...... its all our own in our own..... individualism....truism flism flasm....spasm orgasm.....success....debates.....create....create....create painting from numerous sources of inspiration...speaking to drain the the flames of alchaholism and bs thats a balancing act day to day but we love it...love....